Some people choose to live their life to the fullest, others choose to wade in the waters of despair and dive down deep, hoping to drown. But sometimes, a lifeguard comes along and saves them from their timeless death and suicide.
 
OKAY SO ME AND MY BF ARE KINDA FIGHTInG RIGHT RIGHt NOw CAUSE HE  THInk tht I am cheating because this chick who thinks that i am liike trying to steal all her friends (when i knew all of them first so they were my friends first) told him that so when ever i like go to the office or over to any of friends house (which most of them are guys) so he is like texting me 24/7 and constantly asking me where i am where i plan to be and who i am with its really annoying because its like wht are you my mother my mom doesnt even ask me that much about where i am

okayy so things at school are alittle crazy frst this girl who i thought was my friend since like 2 years now told evryone a HUGE seceret about me which madde my curent bf really paranoid about me then she is trying to turn people against me like i dont have enough stress with school, the offfice, Joeseph (joe for short) then i screwed up and told some people about joe (not jonas when i say joe people go JONAS WHERE and start lookin for him really there are alot of jonas heads outhere) and showed his picture to some people but they don believe me about him so that criis is averted i don have to explain the entire story to them about him so i am happy about that then i had drama with my partner for talent show the same girl who is startin rumors also told my partner that i dont play piano and that when i leave practice early every tuesday for piano i am just goin to hook up with some random guy when on tuesdays i have piuano and vocal lessons, then i have to go to the office, homewok, chores, take care of other living things then i have to manage and go all day the next day without passing out from sleep deprivation so i need people to when they hear stuff about me not to beleive it unless it came from me directly she also jocked me having a website she is really annoying she can never be original she always has to have or do whatever someone else has or does its like if i have a shirt she will wear on almost the exact same threee days later or if i haev these cool accordian sticky notes she shows up with them tommorow also when i say i think a guy is cute she wil go out with them just because i want them does that no scream bitch to you i bet you if i wanted to hook up with a guy she knew she would go and hook up with them and then tell everyone she did it before me

well other than those to things i am good and LOVE all my nondrama friends that go to mrs.raddemacher (our guidence counsler) and here what the rest of u
 
Okay so today me and my boyfriend got to the same fight as the one we had tso months ago

Backgound on us
me and him have been goin out for almost 2 years we are one of those on again off again couples
we have the same fight about how i dont love him enough  and how if i loved him enough i would show it and a whole bunch of bull i don care to go into detail
thats what i get for goin out with a guy that is two years older than me

so tonights fight was about how he is so sure we are gonna get married someday so why am i so rigid about my vcard all i have to say is its mine and he cant have it then he starts talking about how my best friend who is dating his best friend did and i tell him shes a year older than me and he says your point is and i say my point is that if i wanted to it wouldn't do it with you then he says so you would cheat and i say no i would wait till i am free of your irritating ass then he asks me why i am cursing and i say cause you fuckin pissing me off and he says i if i piss me off so much why are you still talking to me i say i really don kno and he said that if i feel that way we should break up and i say fine then i hang up
he will call me in like two or three days he'll apologize and we'll get back together and then in two or three months he will start bein a perverted fuck and we'll break up again i really hate him but for some reason i cant let him go do i have the first lovebug \
what do you think i have it?  (btw i am 14 and he is 16 [now you see my dilemma] don forget  to read my stories)